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Saturday, June 30, 2007
.... It's been one month since I have started work, and I began to complain of tired.

ONLY ONE MONTH AND U R C/O-ing OF TIRED BELLE?!

.. mmh, ya I indeed felt tired, though it's a five days work for now. The working days goes slow like toot-toot train, while the weekends goes like bullet train. Perhaps it's the long hours which stretch from 8 to 530pm with only a break in between. Or maybe I just too greedy to have more break than to work. Yawn.

Started everyday out of house when sun just freshly pops out from the other side of the world and ending the day with sun popping back. Reached home, bathe, eat, tv for a while then closing my eyes to end my day. And it seemed to have become a daily routine to me.

The feeling of tiredness seems to be different from what I felt in the past as a student. For me now, I even feels so tired to board the train everyday and to join the squeezing game with the crowd, hoping to get home asap to make love with my bed. When I'm a student, tiredness to me can be just resolve by some chilling out or going out to shop off my tiredness. But now, shopping vs sleeping, I will choose sleeping. Even during weekends, I will rather spend time in my dreamland than to go out, so pardon me if I rejects to go out with you. It sounds lifeless right?

Turning 21 soon and friends around me keep asking me where's my popeye. Haiz, being in love can be both sweet and bitter. Being single for years, I 'experience' how love is by seeing my friends around me falling in love, being together or facing various relationship problems. I see more than I experienced. I'm not an expert in love, as I doesnt really have a good experience in relationship before, but by observing the 'love' around me, I learnt lessons from my friends and somehow I'm able to console my trouble friend when she feels down upon facing relationship problem. I have no ideas how those words comes out from my mouth. But as a friend, I cant do anything but to send some temporary comfort words to your sadded heart.
'Once bitten, twice shy.' But for me is 'Twice bitten, thrice shy' liao. Perhaps because of that, I will take 'extra cautions' upon facing relationship as I'm really afraid to get hurt again. So...... ah ya when it comes, then see how la.

Did my ever first last office this week. Although I faced death during my student life but i didnt manage to do any last office. The feeling of seeing an adult passing away is so different as compared to see a child going away.... it feels.. more heart wrenching and more difficult to let them off... Holding my tears back as I heard the child's parent crying so sadly after the little girl had gone. After doing last office for the little girl, I heard next was the other patient who was having a poor prognosis too, the little handsome prince, and he's such a beautiful boy. Towards evening on the same day, the parents decided to let him off..... I just hope that in their next lives, they will find happiness and not to suffer again..

Ah~ enough of sad-ing. That's life. Face it. It will happen to me one day too where I will leave this world from my love ones.

Looking forward to the Batam trip that my collegues are planning, as well as Harry Potter's movie and book are comingggggggggggggggg. and several nice movies coming out tooooo!!!!


belle @ 10:52 PM


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