`_who will complete her world?`

*me *

x-aNnabellE a.k.a. bElle-x
x-21 years of wisdoms-x
x-1st scream on 31 July 1986-x
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x-<3 trAvelliNg-x
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*wishlist *

~~:: travel to Bangkok ::~~
~~:: redang trip ::~~
~~:: Mount Ophir ::~~
~~:: TW trip ::~~
~~:: Vietnam ::~~
~~:: Perth ::~~
:: Hokkaido trip ::
:: Italy ::
:: Swiss ::
:: Backpacking tour ::
~~:: to be a RN ::~~
:: UN nurse ::
:: Chicky soup for missy's souls ::
~~:: maintaining >3 GPA throughout yr2 ::~~
~~:: maintaining >3 GPA throughout yr3 ::~~
:: kayaking 1* course ::
~~:: hiphOp class ::~~
:: driving license ::
:: working @ Aust's RCH ::
:: Degree in Nursing ::
:: Him ::
~~:: braces ::~~
~~:: diving ::~~

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Monday, August 14, 2006

alright, i've been keeping my mouth shut for the past few enteries and letting pic to yak instead. Hmm.. had a roller-coaster ride xperience ever since sch reopened. So many things had taken place - good one, bad one, high one, low one, lonely one and having 'one' turned into 'two' on 31st July. Ya thanks for reminding me again tat i'm 20 years old now. Nah as long ur heart feels young who cares. Afterall it's just a digit. 'In life there's no getting old or older, it's all abt ur life's learning process.' Cool huh. I created a new phrase again haha.

Rite from sch open, getting myself busy with the Stardom, Nurses' day cum ND celebration, writing proposals, painting banners, despo for people to perform for us, praying to the sky so hard that it wont cry and endless of ICAs, assessments, test & SDLs. After tmr laryngectomy ica, i can at least stop for awhile & hv sm fresh air till then my mental health ica. Woohoo.. looking forward to my 1 wk break on wk 9.

Been practising hip-hop dance for the past 2 wks. I admitted it was difficult esp to people like us who hv no dance background at all. And i'm a slow-learner too. Had alot of times when i realli feel like giving up, but told myself that i cant always give up things so easily. Belle can do it! Onward & Persevere! not forgetting my sec sch's motto haha. But realli thanks to Priscillia's patience teachings to us, she nv frown once or get angry with us at all. JIAYOU guys! we can do it~

one of the days where i really got crazy and went to watch movie alone, ya ALONE. haha. wanted to try something that i din do b4. well i went to catch the lake house. Quite disappointing as i find it okok nia as alot of ppl said that it's super nice. Found it quite boring during halfway or issit because i'm watching alone that i found it boring? And i spilled ILT onto my bag again, ya again. *cries* and finally i sent my bag for bathing. Other than lake house, i oso managed to catch the movie 'click' with peggy, ya this time round nt alone haha. and it was damn funny and touching lo, alot better than the lake house. A must watch movie!

Haiz, sometimes in life, i cant find Mr. Fairness at all. or issit i cant detect his presence at all even though he's there? Why some of us have to work xtra hard to earn for it and some of the people out there can just happy-go-lucky by doing nothing at all and get rewarded? This question has been going round and round my brain, yet i cant find an ans to it. 'Happy-go-lucky' brand nt everyone will hv chance to wear it, if that person managed to hv it, then he/she will be very lucky. As been happy-go-lucky people, nothing can go/stop their way. No worries & effortless and they can win the race. Ya i noe that when we are the ones putting efforts, in the end we are the ones who gained the most. Dunnoe whether is because i tink too much or wat. Maybe i should be more optimistic ba, having a +ve outlook and you will find peace & joy.

been asking myself whether i'm ready to commit in a relationship if there's. Sometimes how i wish i have a person who i will find love, peace and joy in him, but then at the same time i will scare that when i have to commit, i will tend to lost my freedom whereby i will hv no time for my dear friends. So it's like i'm contradicitng myself. Maybe when it really happens to me, i will find my ans to it ba. yea been spending my birthday alone this year again haha.. but not forgetting my classmates been always there to celebrate my birthday with me since year1 till nw. Woots i should enjoy my singlehood for now!

belle @ 1:09 AM

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