`_who will complete her world?`

*me *

x-aNnabellE a.k.a. bElle-x
x-21 years of wisdoms-x
x-1st scream on 31 July 1986-x
x-leO-x
x-Registered Nurse-x
x-<3 sunshine-x
x-<3 trAvelliNg-x
x-<3 ^___^-x
x-<3 all my kakis-x

*wishlist *

~~:: travel to Bangkok ::~~
~~:: redang trip ::~~
~~:: Mount Ophir ::~~
~~:: TW trip ::~~
~~:: Vietnam ::~~
~~:: Perth ::~~
:: Hokkaido trip ::
:: Italy ::
:: Swiss ::
:: Backpacking tour ::
~~:: to be a RN ::~~
:: UN nurse ::
:: Chicky soup for missy's souls ::
~~:: maintaining >3 GPA throughout yr2 ::~~
~~:: maintaining >3 GPA throughout yr3 ::~~
:: kayaking 1* course ::
~~:: hiphOp class ::~~
:: driving license ::
:: working @ Aust's RCH ::
:: Degree in Nursing ::
:: Him ::
~~:: braces ::~~
~~:: diving ::~~

*fellow bloggers *

x-May05Bangkok Album-x
x-NR0405 Album-x
.:~miSsy0405 clAsS blOg~:.
.:~NYP SHS~:.
.:~NYP NYAA~:.
.:aLeX:.
.:aNgeliA:.
.:chEryL:.
.:daViD:.
.:eUgeNe:.
.:grAce:.
.:hAyAti:.
.:jAsOn:.
.:jAsmiNe:.
.:jUnfA:.
.:nAdiAh:.
.:peGgY:.
.:PeiQi:.
.:QQ:.
.:sHiQin:.
.:sIjiE:.
.:sUshi:.
.:sUyUn:.
.:tZeW3n:.
.:valLeRi:.
.:viNc3nt:.
.:wEicOng:.
.:wEnXin:.
.:yInGsHenG:.
.:zHixUan:.

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

had a great day with the Scc gals.. met up w them in afternoon n went for k-ge at paradiz centre.. we sang fr 2-7pm.. sang till no sound liao ..a..h..e.m.. wahaha... i think todae our room was the most noisest one Wahaha.. especially when we were singing the very "high" song.. n alot of the very "high" song kena "banned" haha.. i tink todae is the first time i sang till so crazy n having so much fun.. haha.. perhaps we were too hyper todae liao haha.. well then around 620 meemum went off first to meet up her sis.. so the rest of us continue to k till 700.. had dinner w joanne at pastamania while bilian went back hm as her mama got cook.. today i tried the tuna n bacon pasta.. not bad after all.. n we called the banana dessert pizza.. yum.. "slUrp".. glad that joanne luv it.. haha.. well on the way home in mrt, had a nice talk abt nursing with joanne.. haha.. wo mei yi qi jia you ba! reached hm almost 1000.. well realli had a very nice day w the gals.. hope we will meet up SOON again! *muAcks*

well sometimes i do wondered whether i had made a right choice of signing bond with the hospital.. well you may say it's too late for me to say this rite.. but sometimes it realli made me stop n think.. there r pros n cons about sigining a bond.. good thing is u will have a secure job n it may oso somehow acts as a so called "motivator" in your studies.. but the bad thing is you have to pay back lotsa of money if anything happenes within ur period of bond.. i always wondered whether i have the ability to pull through the 3 years in the hospital after i graduated... especially when u r juz entered the ward.. cuz i had always see new SN kena scolded by sister.. n i can see the new SN are undergoing a lot of stress.. n i believed this can affect the morale too.. hope i realli can pull through this super hARd period ba..
well i choose nursing is because i had this dream of becoming a nurse since i was young. there still may be people out there looking dwn on this occupation.. tink it is a "low-graded" job.. when i juz got in nursing, many people came and asked me why i had chosen nursing as they think tat nursing is a very dirty job.. it's realli sad for me to hear all this comments.. and most of the times my outside friends will call me by names of " wiping buttock one".. i know they are realli juz jokin abt it n they realli doesn't mean anything bad or what.. and on outside i appeared to be ok with it.. but sometimes deep down in my heart, those words realli hurt me.. especially during the time where i had a hard time struggling with my nursing work or attachments whereby those words will somehow bring down my morale in nursing n doubts about my choice of choosing nursing.. maybe we had been through all the hard work during attachments ba.. from sometimes kena scolding from unreasonable sister or even patients to workin lit a bull in the ward the whole day carrying bedpans, urinals n comodes.. we are not complaining of our work as we know this is our job.. but sometimes we hope people will see nursing as a care provider other than saying us wiping buttocks rite.. well sometimes it's realli up to the society to say us what n we realli cant stop them sayin anything rite.. well anyway i still hv no regret of choosing nursing as my future career.. no matter what i will jia you de.. n hope the rest of the people in nursing also jia you jia you!!! NURSING rOX!!!

belle @ 2:35 PM

+♥♥♥+